Where Is My Identity...

I am a little insecure...

I have a wonderful job. One that I love and look forward to everyday. There is but one issue; I feel like my "boss" thinks I am doing a bad job. When I first started I got affirmation often about my performance and now it seems that I am getting none and the interactions I have with my "boss" seem strained (at least on my end). What is the problem? What can I do to fix it?...

As I was writing that I realized something... I am having a heart problem. I am confident that my employer would have told me by now if there were any insufficiencies in my job. I think the real problem is this... I am not finding my identity in Christ. I am not looking to Him for guidance and affirmation. He restored my soul, He redeemed my life, He brought me to this job that I love so much. I think I have spent too much time trying too hard to get affirmation too many wrong places!

Lord help me to find my identity solely in you and your love. Let me be confident in the abilities you have given me and help me to glorify you in all I do. Let me be a doer of the word. Thank you for saving me everyday.

Amen...